Erin @er1n@social.mecanis.me

proving myself on keybase. follow me there or something.

https://er1n.keybase.pub/proofs/social.mecanis.me.md

#introductions it's been a while since i did one of these things!

👋 im erin

a subset of the things i am:
woman
trans
gay
white
student
young
obsessive-compulsive
constantly anxious
tired

a subset of the things i do:
program a ~ton~ when i'm not feeling shitty
head up the rustodon project (https://github.com/rustodon/rustodon), a mastodon-compatible platform but in rust
machine learning research for $dayjob
shitpost
listen to and play music. synths are life
build electronic things
love cuties
hug sad people
attempt to be supportive

[inspired by @bea's introduction. follow her. she's good. <3]

contacts: https://crime.team/~erin/

A tall, slight girl with long, messy purple hair.
She wears a pair of thick, green cut-epoxy glasses; the lenses flicker with glowing symbols.
She has a shaved patch on the left side of her head, with a protruding twist-lock electrical connector.

my eyes are so tired and im totally depersonalizing and im just!!! giddy idk!!! whats going on!!!

their asymmetrical bob haircut is adorable aaaa

theyre around my age and theyre so cute im SCREAMING INSIDE

im so tired and so out of it idk what im doing lmao

im screaming theyre super cute asjfkdsfjhksdnkjdf theyre literally the first queer lookin person ive seen at this space

omg i never expected to see an adorable human of indeterminate gender here

d-did i hallucinate someone
NEVER MIND I DIDN'T OMG

and i did. i did so much, i lived so much. but so often it was to forget that i didn't exist. that i couldn't. that nobody could see me.

i was nothing more than vapor occasionally materialized in tiny jumps of electrons in lightning-infused rocks