benis ennui ⚪ @er1n@social.mecanis.me

weirdly i feel much better abt my body today. at least i did when i took this, not sure how ill feel looking at it later lol

ugh i look so grosssssssssss

(now i look stupid / is this how every human feels?
better go with vans / im never gonna pass
i should stay home / why did i make plans?)

is this a cute pic y/n dsnkjdsn

feelin soft n thinking abt gf

real heckin plotter art time!

!!!

if i gotta be closeted i may as well be wearing a comfy bra under like three layers of h o o d i e

i've been undergoing finals but im still gay as fuck (selfie, ec)

*sitting in lab* i am very cis male looking, right

selfie ec

did a gay outfit thanks to a jacket a transmasc friend gifted me

selfies ec

@velexiraptor

oh yall i never mentioned. i have a hat with cat ears now (ec, face, video)

also, other new clotheings i have: (selfies ec again)

should i show up to EE lab in this futchy soft flannely shirt with my bra exposed?? not out to anyone there and everyone assumes i'm cis probably? could be fun? also we're forming groups for final project today so 😬

(selfie ec!)

PINETIME IS HERE

4x angle combo on the sweatshirt, ec selfie obvs

boymode today :// (ec, selfie)

okay yall. this is something i've talked about for a really long time but finally actually have the agency to do. to explain what exactly this screenshot means, i'm seeing someone _this Thursday_ about starting estrogen HRT, and I will likely be _taking my first dose_ within the subsequent two weeks.

i can't believe that i've made it here. it's been almost four years. i've met so many wonderful people, offline (#greetz to Open House and Bumpus) and online – hi, friends on here! – and i can't wait to meet many more.

honestly i sadpost a lot about being trans, and rn? i wanna post something different. im sitting at my laptop at fuck o clock, in a classroom on a gay dorm floor, wearing a comfy casual dress and soft leggings and planning out my day tomorrow. and like, being trans is _hard_. it's a dummy thicc mental overhead. but also. being a girl is **fucking great** for so _very many reasons_, and i wouldn't trade it for the world.

i love you all. keep on being great.

💜 🔥

super quick outfit check: is this cute?

ec selfie all that jazz, heading to a thing