benis ennui 🔴/⚪ @er1n@social.mecanis.me

hewo! im doing the thing what color am i! (also i retyped it all into the alt text!)

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look at my dumbass gremlin cat sleeping on my parents couch earlier today

did the gifted kid burnout flavors thing ><

i havent posted my face in a while! (cw selfie, not eye contact)

the fuck does that mean,,

great, even more madison riots

poor metro transit workers

found some imagery on twitter

hmm 🤔

(also before yall give me shit i literally can't unsubscribe from these)

this was literally his response. 'understood' @ me being trans, then two sentences of talking about technical stuff in reply to a paragraph at the end of *my* message

this is my old deadname github but! now i have two under the correct name lmao

u ever just come out to your entire rocketry org lmao

(cw ec, reup bc i realized my email searches back to old publications nsvjksndvkj)

i dont think this is encumbered (this is just wild type) so uh

if u know what this format is u get a ⭐ and i am so sorry that you know what it is

just did a very cursed loud #music thing

PI wrote back!!!!!

i sent another message to him and literally he is giving off the most "okay youre girl but also we need to meet with the physicists next week" vibes

i did a music!! edit of Be Fine / Praise For That, both Madeon tracks (Be Fine is off Good Faith, Praise For That is an old Madeon/Porter Robinson unreleased ID). i spent a bunch of time trying to get the mix to work out and i think it's decent now! anyway maybe listen to it if u like mashups or things u could dance to. someday maybe ill play it out at a party im djing or sth ><

[also at https://soundcloud.com/barzamin/praise-for-fine]

have a preview of a music thing im working on uwu

gonna finish this this week finally hopefully 💜

to be clear im using the archaic meaning, not the modern one of a trick/deception