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time to go wash my nuts and prepare them for another day of flattening at the warehouse

i wanna fedi metasearch engine (not to search for content, but to find new active accounts to follow because half my follows are inactive)

its really impressive how peoplea re still mad at eugen for something on a weekly basis. youd think hed figure it out at some point, or that people would get tired of getting mad at him and just run him off the project or something

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L + Ratio + Copy + Clone + Send + Sync + 'static

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you might have read my posts but you don't know me. you haven't met me in real life, and seen the unnatural pallor of my skin, the seam between my left eye and my upper lip that purses when I grin-opalescent teeth that shimmer with promise

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the official external HDD for the earliest models of the PS2 look so classy and stylistically consistent just look at this :o

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thinking abt how my fall 2018 intro is out of date / mh, gender 

i'm a lot happier with myself as a person. i've been on hrt for, what, two years? and also don't rly process dysphoria after so long and such a shifted view. i love being a jankass faggot fuck and i love calling myself a tit twink and i genuinely don't *care* if i'm misgendered most of the time because i can make it funny. laugh and the whole world laughs with you—

but yeah. it's insane having a time machine to 17 year old me, four years later, and looking at how much i've changed. and regardless — i'm so so proud of her. she was trying so hard and did her best. i love her with all my heart. she grew a better life, and also got worse in funny ways.

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thinking abt how my fall 2018 intro is out of date / mh, gender 

i actually make music i'm proud of now, to an extent. i've been into hyperpop since it's been a thing and i'm gradually becoming part of the scene to whatever degree it exists, which is so so so cool. check out sleepy.zone btw! a friend and i run an internet radio that plays a lot of funny internet music <3

i play video games a lot more now. i'm a source engine bitch. skilled a bunch into tf2. i don't read as much today, and when i do it's shit like the ccru compilation or fuckass 70s pamphlets.

and trailing into that, i'm definitely still leftist but a lotta ppl r really cringe and don't think about the *concept engineering* required to implement stuff. which is why i appreciate accelerationist angles and analysis/construction of hyperstitional complexes.

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thinking abt how my fall 2018 intro is out of date / mh, gender 

it's wild reading this back !! i don't consider myself a woman anymore - maybe a girl, usually a twink, always a faggot. i've found more kinship with the structures of fuckshit gayboys than cisfem reifications of queerness.

similarly, i don't define my attraction in terms of "likes women" now. i guess if i had to reify: i'm into people who have to struggle against society and gender to eke out a level of femininity.

my ocd is largely dealt with. i have other issues which don't fit in this margin now...

my name is now legally erin petra sofiya moon, which is cool.

rustodon is dead. i've talked about this before but the reasons are complicated and it was a good learning experience, both technically and for the community.

i don't do ml research anymore. fuck that

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that i log in about every six months and post about how i wish fedi were smaller is probably a bad sign

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note that i'm not talking about the million fucking clownishly racist admins who've noped out and gone back to whatever circles will support their behavior rather than changing anything. i'm talking about people who went through stress, love, fear, trauma, comfort, in the confines of these four columns, and came to find other spaces more adaptive

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and i suspect that of the 1272 i follow, many are as well – whether having gotten bored of fedi, or feeling unwelcome, or [a million other things]. some of them i know are gone from the internet, in varying senses of that phrase

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i wonder how many of the 2200 accounts following me are inactive. probably a huge amount...

mastodon is a webapp that makes you type "computers are bad" into it, even when you don't believe that

it feels pointless to not have some sort of deeply buried server-side config toggle for "search posts on single user instance" given that i 1. use social.mecanis.me's five+-year history as an exocortex and 2. can do this just with psql

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PSA
if your App has posts or some sort of content with a date displayed as X minutes/hours/days/etc ago then hovering on that should show the absolute date
nobody want's to do date math in their head to find out when something was posted....

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